gotta go

Arcata CA

Description

I know that you aren't being open with me about things. The last thing I ever wanted was for you to feel you needed to go behind my back or lie. I've always asked you to be 💯 open with me on things so we don't have to lie and betray each other's trust. I'm not mad or jealous. I feel like I had a best friend and partner in you and now I feel as if I'm just a space holder and that I'm keeping you away from what your true self needs to do. I hope whatever you're doing and with whoever that it makes you happy and makes your life better. I wish the best for you. I mean that. And I'll always love you, but just unconditionally and I'll always be the person I am. Honest and loyal till the end. Hope you get what you're looking for in life. I'm sorry I need to be true to who I am, to myself first and foremost. I hope you understand and don't hate me for finally being brave enough to say this to you and I know this is a cowardly way to go about it. It's not about who did what or any of that. It's about friendship and ours is broken