Dying to make things right with you, Boo

Portland OR

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You sure know how to get me off my rocker. At the first sound of your voice my heartbeat was up in my ears, and at first sight i think i melted. You may be surprised how much i prepared to visit you, how much thought and mindful practices i’ve been doing. Maybe you can tell, though i know you look down on people who are so sensitive. You’re still so nice to me about it. It feels like more than my right to impose any further on your life; just know i’m dying to make things right with you, Boo. You’ve got my number. Call me when ya feeling lonely; call me when ya feeling down; call me when you need somebody; call me when you need someone to talk to; i live for you. Yesterday was a lot. I regret all the things I didn’t say that I wanted to share; i regret all the unimportant things i babbled on about. It’s an embarrassment how far that escalated. It’s not the past i’m interested in dwelling on or talking about - it’s the magic i know i feel in the present with you, every moment we share, and the potential for a long, happy, and joyous future. I wonder if you’re merely rejecting on principle; are you being defensive, or simply moved on? I regret my lack of understanding—it led to many regretful mistakes. I seek to learn from you & grow understanding, though you’re all closed off mentally and emotionally. I know i’ve made many mistakes. I’m an imperfect man. I genuinely care about You: your happiness, fulfillment, joy, satisfaction, peace. Until I hear from you, wishing you the space, shelter, sustenance to continue to bloom so beautifully ❤️‍🔥