To the pen pal I abruptly abandoned

Rochester NH

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Yes, I left abruptly, and that is on me. I misconstrued your situation early on in our discourse. That is my fault given in-between fatigue and fascination I didn't clearly read your messages early on and did not fully understand your situation. My feelings and connection that I was experiencing scared me given your situation. I too was intrigued by your mind, and I felt a bond that I've not experienced in a long time and an openness that few have elicited. Whether this bond was exaggerated by the online environment I am unsure. Regardless, I was concerned this would develop into something far beyond what was agreed to. Know this: that in a different time and different situation you are someone who could have easily been a complement to my life in so many ways.