Missing my best friend

Clever MO

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Nikki I hope your doing good. I still dont understand why you did what you did. You broke me emotionally and mentally. You were my best friend. However when I needed you most you chose to push me over the edge and make me feel like I didnt deserve to live all because I chose to try to work on my own problems myself instead of asking for your advice? Everyone keeps telling me I'm better off without you as a friend. Truth is if you called me and wanted to talk or be friends I would in a heartbeat. You are my best friend I still miss you daily. I know you wont ever call me and not having you in my life causes unbearable pain daily that I will live with. Just know you are missed daily. Really wish I could stop crying I wish this pain I feel would go away but I know it wont. You were so close to me. Everytime I go pay storage on the 1st i keep hoping maybe you will call and wanna talk but I know you never will. Love you my friend.