Hoping someone believes me

La Mirada CA

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This is a downer post but I’m slowly dying from an adverse reaction to an antibiotic. I don’t want to continue like this. I seek death w/ dignity but the only country that allows is Switzerland and it’s expensive. In America you have to be terminal and going to die in 6 months. Unfortunately it’s going to be longer for me and I’m done fighting. You have to apply in America and then get flown out. I just want a peaceful death w/ no pain. I don’t want to suffer like this till it eventually kills me. I can share more w/ you about my ailment in the dms. I will add though that there’s a dr. that goes my Mark Ghalili in LA that has helped people that have been damaged by antibiotics. Not sure if he’s treated anyone w/ my exact symptoms. But he’s very expensive. Not sure if it’s worth visiting him but just I’d mention his name. I don’t know that I have much to offer. I have no desire and am in psychological/psychical torment. I’m staying w/ my parents because I’ve lost the ability to take care of myself. They love me but taking care of me is wearing them out. I’ve just started working and it is painful and nauseating staying on my feet. Trying to hide how I feel from coworkers. It’s rough. Not sure how long I’ll be able to keep it up. Just want to find someone who has a heart and doesn’t want someone to suffer needlessly.