Dear co-worker

Garden City ID

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I've wanted u so bad. Ever since u first started working there. U rejected me the first time which ok I get it u were nice about it it was okay but that weekend so many things were said and I knew I had a feeling it's cuz u weren't sober... I prob look better to someone that's fcked up anyways but still the want for u got stronger and then all of a sudden u didn't want me anymore which ok I get. The situation isn't the best right now. But how do u expect me to just go back to normal now when u walk near me I start panicking my body is uncontrollable and I want u more than ever before now but u rejected me so what TF this feeling is so messed up. Wanting someone so bad almost having them and then being friend zoned or in this case coworker zoned. But I still fantasize about how fun it would be to sit on u and make out in the back office or hug u and feel ur arms around me and hands on my ass I can't say anything to u anymore tho I don't ever want to bring it up again I just can't stop thinking about it all....