Breaking an Engagement off is..

Dallas TX

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..absolute hell. After the emotion of it all, it starts to sink in and you think "wtf just happened"?? You sit and think of all the things you coulda woulda shoulda done and how happy the good times were, which far outweighed the negative. Unfortunately, it's the not so good times that can destroy it all - and it did. Still, in my gut I knew I couldn't marry this girl. I knew there were unresolvable issues and reasons that I had hoped would get better over time but no. I knew deep down this wasn't going to work despite the chemistry, the friendship, the multiple commonalities, the being together or the endless laughing. So now I'm left empty and hollow. Sad and alone. Depression is always something I've fought with anyway, but now this? Lost, just lost and don't even care anymore about anything. Looking at the ring thinking "wtf am I going to do now"?? Is this what it's all about? Because if it is, I want no part. I'm truly broken and don't know anymore. Similar experiences? Advice? Thanks all