aaaa I am so happy. U are doing so well I think, and ur so happy I hope. I am writing this here cuz I don’t have a journal deducted to u anymore obv … I doubt you’ll ever even read this I just wanna get it off my chest cuz ur on my mind. Seriously, imagining how happy you are makes me like euphoric, I’m just so full of love thinking about ur happiness rn, I just had to say something I couldn’t hold it in. I will tell you my prayer I have said multiple times every day for over 2 years now. —God grant me the strength to accept the things I cannot change—. I know I have changed, yet I understand why that means nothing to you. I feel a weight off my chest, & I understand things in a way I never could comprehend before. It’s so relieving. I really just wish someone besides you was the person who I learned these lessons through. i get why what I did is irredeemable in your eyes…it’s irredeemable in my eyes as well. I’m ashamed of my past emotional ignorance. I took you for granted and I wish more than anything that I could have learned all this shit through a different relationship,,, but it is what it is! i hope you are so so happy and content and safe and warm and u feel like an otter with a clam on ur belly. take care precious. See you in the next life my love
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