I miss...

North Highlands CA

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I miss talking to you, hanging out and making fun of old TV shows together. I miss the way you used to know me before you started believing nonsense. I wish I could show you my mind to prove that what you think isn't right. I did however break your trust. You know how and I'm sorry for that. You broke mine too, and you broke it first. It's why I kept those things from you, even when I really didn't want to. I'm sorry that our communication got so fucked uo. It's been almost 8 months now. Long enough for me to realize you definitely aren't coming back to me. 3 months in I realized it was real, and since I've just been trying to recover from the loss. I'm writing this here because you won't read it. I dont want to burden you with my longing emotions or sadness. I haven't moved on, and yes I'm still in love with you. Despite those things I'm ready to be a real friend now, and I know if you ever want anything from me again that's all I can be. I hope when you're ready you'll reach out and ask for anything you might need. Even if it's just an ear.