Helen Ladner from willits

Willits CA

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I have always felt you are the one I let get away. You was my heart and my life. I miss the kids. I miss you. You allowed me to be me and I took it for granted. I should of married you. And moved to you as soon as I could. I regret this. And hate I missed my opportunity to be with you. I will always love you. And care deeply about you. Thank you for being there for me when I needed it. Please find it in your heart to forgive me for anything you hold against me. I never wanted us to split. I never wanted us to not be together. I was scared. And afraid. You got your hunting license for me. You made earrings out of your first pintail. You truly was my dream woman. And I miss who you are and was. I would give anything to see your smile again. Your eyes. Your laugh. Your voice. I love you dearly. The life I live now is lonely without you. No one can compare to the love I had for you. I wish you would reach out to me. But I understand. I miss my hill hippy and the life we could of had.