J, this is what it is. I'm not ok

Binghamton NY

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I cried over you. You will never know how I feel. When I see you, it kills me inside. Is it my fault for never saying anything? No, I was trying to spare myself more pain. I thought you flirted with me. I thought you wanted me. It was all in my head. It hurts, but it's true. I wanted nothing more than to be with you. Now I just want to be gone from everything. You asked if I'm ok. I'm not.