It was real.

Belmont NC

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It is excruciating how bad I'm missing you. We had a a real connection and I blew it.. I'm sorry the way things played out. We talked for hours. You said it was as if "we already knew each other" and "we are soul mates". I didn't believe in such things before I met you. Tell me how many hearts have you captured? You made me feel like I was the only one. All I can think about is your smile and laugh and the things you've done for me. You were gracious, beautiful, intelligent, thoughtful. Your spirit fills me as if you are a diety. But you were correct and I'm not ready at this moment for this to work. I hope you are right about our souls meeting again in another life, I would love to have another shot at spending the rest of my life with you. You saved me when I showed up at your door, my life will be changed forever. You are my catalyst and inspiration, I will keep you with me. Till we meet again. I love you.