Miss My Connection

Bremerton WA

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You don’t live in Port Orchard anymore, not since you got engaged and moved in with your fiancé. I am happy that you’re happy, and my family is happy we didn’t end up together (you annoyed them all to no end), but our connection was genuine and sincere, even if frustrating at times for both of us. The sex was electric. Always. The physical intimacy was so wonderful. The emotions intimacy was too. When we were on we were on. But it was hard to meet unspoken expectations. Hard to overcome the burdens of your past partners. Hard to overcome how your ex’s mistreatment of you, and even of me (vis you) impacted us. It always hurt you never told your ex to lay off me. You shrugged it off as if they were harmless. But it hurt me. And it was the first indication you didn’t love me like I loved you. I’m glad we got to the play together. Glad we had such remarkable physical chemistry. Glad you are happy. But, there are times I genuinely miss my old connection with you. We’re both early 40s now and moving on. Just wonder what a life together would have looked like (my family be damned id you drove them crazy).