I guess wrong lifetime cj

Elgin IL

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Well idk if you'd even see this, I know you used to come on here, but no way to tell if you still do. I just wanted to get some words off my chest because the way we ended was kinda just confusing. Maybe I shouldn't have ended it so suddenly.. Not expecting you to reply or anything, just need release whats been holding me back, and stuck thinking about the past even if you never see this post. We haven't spoken since like what 6 or 7 months now I want you to know once and for all I never cheated,. Period. I couldn't do that to you, even if you couldnt reciprocate that to me. I respect myself to much to ever be a cheater. it seemed like you believed I did. Im so sorry for how I responded to that, but you were super cold and I snapped. I went super far but im not the only one. I love you and always will. I hope you're ok and thriving. I hope you're finally making music like you wanted to do! I just honestly wish the best for you. The last time we talked you still seemed super mad still. I also wanna say think you for the lessons I learned and those good times we had. I think about them often and they make me smile. Just take care of yourself, I hope your doing good hun. I wish I could check up on you but you like vanished. Drives me crazy wondering if you are ok. Bye peace, love, and good luck. I love you, see you on the other side one day.