You already know

Roseville CA

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You keep asking but you already know... When did you become so self involved? It is all about you and your friends. When did we stop being best friends? You're constantly intoxicated. I can't have one sober night with you. Not only do I feel neglected and alone but once again you are showing me I am second best. Im hurt and I miss you even though you are still with me. I have trusted you and I am trying to still trust you now but with all the secrets and hiding conversations, it is getting really difficult. You are shutting me out, again. Why is it every time we get to a place I am ready to take the next step, you step backwards? Im left feeling unsure and insecure again. Im scared of losing you and Im watching you sink slowly back into those murky bad boy waters. No matter what though, you have my heart.