wish i was good enough

Roseburg OR

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Why is this so hard? I’ve never felt so lost and confused. I’ve never loved anyone I suppose. I would give my own life for 5 more minutes with you. Is this 100% what you really want? Never again, to become strangers, to pretend there was never love there. I wish you would have just seen into my eyes that I’m trying to do better, I’m trying to fix the flaws you didn’t like. How many men would do that for someone? It doesn’t matter, I want you happy, I want the best for you, but I want you to…. The entire package, not just part of it. I wanted to marry you, grow old with you, I wanted to live with you….. why wasn’t I good enough. Why am I never good enough…