You are my home

Portland OR

Description

I don't want to miss you, love you, or despise you. I don't want to dream about us anymore. I want to live in every way that is good with only you. I belong to you. That is not going away. If it is true that your love is not for me, I can do nothing but dream of us until I don't anymore. Three years and I haven't stopped once. You were there before we met and still after we've parted. My heart sinks while you explore love with another. My heart sinks to nothing. Very cold place to be. I left you, you left me. These dreams are doing exactly what I don't want to believe you want for me, taking my life away.