Wondering

Dallas TX

Description

I was having an introverted night which paired with an already introverted life. However, that night I was more engulfed. I went into Trader Joe’s and scanned the spice aisle. I like to slowly “window shop” random foods. I prefer an Asian market for this kind of observational mood but on this particular night I didn’t want to make the trek. I settled at Trader Joe’s. You slowly moved nearer to me and made a comment about the Allspice I was holding. The surprise of your deep voice startled me and I turned to look up at you. If I had to guess you’re likely 6’2” or taller. Your brown eyes had depth behind them which is the reason your memory is left so clear in my mind. So many people have nothing behind the eyes. It’s often a glaze of a shallow watered down gaze. You seemed to figure out I wasn't a hasty shopper. I could tell you were intuitive and intelligent. We made small talk and eventually left the store for a stroll around the neighborhood. Your dry humor paired so well with your smile. A mix of humor, intelligence, and comfort. I felt seen. It had been a long time since I’d felt seen by anyone. I miss the comfort I felt in our conversation and your presence. Your inner character is what’s most attractive but you’re certainly accomplished living in a very nice apartment somewhere in the Oak Park neighborhood. You mentioned you own a business but weren’t specific. I took your number and told you I’d be in touch but I seem to have misplaced it. I wish I’d told you how much your presence impacted me. How much comfort I felt strolling around on a quiet evening talking about dreams and philosophy. I know you likely think of me, too. I’m sorry I let you down and I hope this message finds you