Can you fly too?

Des Moines IA

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You said that you used to love to read these and that you rooted for the things that could have, almost, might have been. I know the chances are slim but i am hoping you still do and you'll see this. Remember when we talked about how to fly in a dream? I wonder if you would be doing that right now, or if this is actually what you wanted the whole time. I would have happily done anything you asked and still would, even if it hurt me to do it. But instead i feel like I am having a nightmare about the man who can change the fabric of your dreams and fills you with a deep fear that things can only get worse. Remember your dream where he turned the apartment into a theater? I keep hoping that this is a dream like that and I'll wake up any minute. I feel so stupid for believing that I could ever be allowed to just... dream. To be excited about future plans. To think that you would watch over and hold me when I cried and had nothing, just like I did for you. I know that those promises were just lousy decorations. And I knew when it was over you would get what you could and skip out, just like everyone else has so far. Still, I truly hope that you're safe and well. I want you to know that I am still 100% on your side, despite the angry crying and butthurt words. If you need anything from me its yours, no questions asked. I'll watch this and the other craigslist section we both browse in case you need to blink twice -.-