I know you know...

Seattle WA

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As far as I can tell, somehow you know I'm looking at you through the lens of internet. I'm sorry I cannot help it as you were the only girl who paid me the time of day. I'm sorry about that, but it's all I can do. It's not like I have the means in my hands to go to the other side of the country. I don't think you realize it. The day I met you is the day I should have taken you up on one of your many offers. I was so afraid of screwing it up that I did, but that doesn't mean I sat still in my life. Yes you probably look at my linked in profile and think "Why did I fall for a retail clerk?" Truth is it's been worse then that, but I didn't let it hold me back. I lost my job in the Great Recession and had issues recovering from it. It's taken 10 years of sweat and tears to climb back into a running position in this Rat Race of society. I'm finally able to go back to college and I realize I'm typing for my own benefit. It's so hard to be alone and in dire need of something emotional. While I do want it to be you, you've moved on. Maybe, things will be different and get better. It's just hard to find the light at this point.