Regrets

Denver CO

Description

Hikes and smiles, dreams to share and sorrows… We made life while making a life to share everything our hearts could want. We started pure and honest yet you say we aren't there anymore. I long for those days beside you, how my beaten heart is sore. You promised you would never leave, now you blame "me", a character your mind created. You'll miss so much not just him but us and it seems once again you've retreated You're a coward, it's all you know but you hide under your camo hat You're a creation of all they made you and these years you waste you'll never get back. A sheep in a wolves costume, you think the world will believe it If you fake it and run long enough you'll find yourself amongst fools to receive it. All of them convinced you weren't the one that quit. I know it doesn't matter. You have it all figured out. No more game nights or movies together and the father's day gift we prepared you'll go without. An empty seat at the concert coming up, you'll never know that it was for you and you go on about your life like the three of us are people you never even knew. My heart is in shambles as I struggle to breath. My life feels so near the end. I fight against my desire for you that renews every time I see you again. Yesterday my best friend now strangers is all we can be and I'll never get out of this nightmare. You'll get the last laugh like you always do, your greatest lesson to teach me that life's not fair.