Suicide talk

Portland OR

Description

This is just me venting... But god do I wanna kill myself... I'm so tired of always being cheated on.. always being left for someone else...I try so hard to make others happy... That usually makes me happy... For so long I thought I over came these thoughts... I thought I couldn't abandon my pets, couldn't stand the thought of my family hurting but now I'm just tired... I just wanna sleep and not wake up... I don't want to exist. I have no one... Nothing... I give up.