For Andrew

Princeton NJ

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I'm posting this here because it's probably in my best interest that you don't see this anyway and you know why it's posted here. I gave you the chance after that first night when I told you that I didn't want to get involved with someone who doesn't know what they want. You told me that you would reach out to me when you were certain. I believed that you were when you did. But you made me fall in love with you, knowing full well that you weren't certain. You used me in the worst kind of way. But I think it's because you are mixed up and it wasn't intentional. You obviously need time to work on yourself. I know that we had a real and potentially once in a lifetime connection despite how things worked out. Despite how hurt and angry I am, I still have feelings for you. I want you to reach out to me once you have truly figured yourself out and are capable of self awareness because I know that our connection was real, beautiful and irreplaceable. Tell me we both matter, don't we? I still love you Andrew.