41 year old industrial music fan

Bend OR

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Hey alot of chatter in my head, and alot of people trying to do that to me again. I am really trying to create a clean life and when I get on my feet they tear me apart again. Can I have a fair shot at life please. Call the dogs off me. Also I am very scared for him constantly. The reason why I am not there. He's seen too much of it. Just let me know his is ok please. All you have to say is he is ok. I worry they do the same to him and of course marginally to you. It would be terrible to have to have two of us around him going through it. For his sake and yours if it's backfired on you guys "collectively" (I put it all together just no one cares 🤣) I would not want him to have to see that. I know sorry isn't in your vocab and I won't expect it or say I told you so I would just wanna tear it down so he would not be exposed. Regardless just affirmation that he's no longer exposed to it. I am doing good and rebuilding. I'll be visiting pending I get a couple more months stable. If they plan to continue tell them they are welcome to end it peaceably (my life) as it's much kinder. The things they do are sick and cruel and it's gone far beyond harassment. It would be an honor for me to see a real resolution that wasn't so passive and weak ya know? But mostly just need to know he's ok.... please. If you can help please do and if I can then please let me know. Thanks.