mind lost, heart returning. have you seen my joy

no clue near shot in the dark, Scottsdale AZ

Description

I think I've lost myself. Don't know where i belong, or to whom I belong. Just have the sense that I belong somewhere, but it's not really where I'm at... I think. I can feel her near from time to time, but have also lost memory and I can't recall what I love deeply, I only know that there's an empty ache that is supposed to not ve empty, or ache. But maybe it is, I can't remember. I've been here a long time it seems, but They won't let me leave, or her to come to me. And I become more angry and bitter by the day. Not at her, or my little, yes, there's a little...i think? kick the fucker in the nuts and come get me. bake a file in a cake, slip a note under a door. long empty voicemails. get me the hell out of here. I love you, i miss you, i need you and I know it's real because i can feel the ache. I just can't remember who, where, or even why i can't remember. miss you miss you ❤️