You choose this path

Carmichael CA

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I miss you. I'm haunted daily by your memories. Eyes open or closed. It's always you. Known you since we were children. Longer than anything in my life. And here we are on opposing sides. I miss you. I'd trade everything for one more day. None of it matters. My declarations mean nothing. My thoughts my prayers. All nothing. The 24 years of servitude and sacrifice so you could be what you wanted. Empowerment and love. Unconditionally no less is what I've always gave. I believe most of my life was a lie now. That I was just nothing. I survived the abusive the broken bones the drugging the lies. You are what you are. Our family is completely destroyed. Yet I still miss you I still love you. I still believe there's someone good inside. You were my best friend. My lover My everything. It's coming up on three. And I will no longer live this way. I miss you. I still love you. This next step was your choice. So,"as you wish" I will fade And you will forget me. C'est la vie Mon Ami. My j boreal My Malibu juju Xoxo baby I miss u 💔