Worlds unknown

Portland OR

Description

You're on the escalator, you have a girlfriend who wants a life with you, and anything we might have had was DOA. I think you wanted me because I was a chance for you to explore new worlds. The innocent wonder we shared on that camping trip, the quiet love... I saw you watching me bathe in the river. I showed you all the constellations I know. You saw me, down to that childlike part of me I can't share with any of my lovers. It's wrong, but I wish you would leave her. I would never do anything to hurt you or her or sabotage your relationship, I pushed you away for the sake of your happiness, but in my heart of hearts I wish you would leave her. I would show you the world, and I know that you wanted to see it. But I know I'm no one's first choice. I love you. J