My Lost one

Butte MT

Description

I pray your safe, and hopefully healing I have never understood my love for you Could I be more self blinded Is this what love can do? My heart in you confided My intelligence screams never again My heart cry’s to see you at the window Oh I pray my mind will win Because you are the Foe You care only for self gain Taking the good left in me Feeling my heart with pain Begging god to let me be Asking why how when Did I let this game go to far Love in ones heart shouldn’t feel like a sin I should have stopped playing the star I shouldn’t have ignored the warnings Like this since of home your presence brings Or Other people’s mourning Or the way my mind sings I only wanted to fill a void I only wanted to understand I shouldn’t have toyd This is not where I thought I would land I’m too smart I’ve done this before How could I let you into my heart How could I let you be my core So your gone now Thankfully Finally At last! But My joy is cursed with heavy loss surpassed.