Pumpkins

Missoula MT

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If I had kept my mouth shut and gotten therapy years ago would we have even gotten sushi? If I hadn't blasted you with foolish anger and narcissistic love bombing would you have come back? I tore you apart. I tore at your family. I tore at your friends. I lied about having dreams to explore hunches. All just to make it about me and get what I want with zero regard for you or anyone other than myself. I kept you trapped in the shed where all the pumkin growing materials are stored. I pushed you until you broke free on your own to see seeds sown, nurtured, harvested, carved, and set out on the porch. All that time I thought buying a few pumpkins was enough.. Boy was I wrong.. Welp, now I know.. Hope I didn't ruin too much happiness for you. Maybe you'll be able to eat at Red Robin, Stone of Accord, and even have a pot pie or two without fear. Maybe the absence of that fear will make space for more love. Nothing I did and said was malicious. I'm just dumb.