Missing you

Springfield OR

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Dear God, Here I sit writing to you on the internet of all places. I figured since everyone uses tik-tok, Twitter, Instagram and so many other ways of communicating, I thought I would give this a shot. Many years ago, in my youth, we have some conversations, and I was set on a path that I thought was the right one, then young adulthood came, and of all time’s it had to be in the ’80s. Remember those days, wow. Satin was busy then, oh my. The temptations, the thrills, and the frills. Did I have ever have some fun? But then adulthood, family, responsibility was upon me, marriage, kids, divorce, single parenthood. You know those things we face in today’s world. Now here I am in my senior years, I wake each morning with a slight limp from the stiffness of a restless night. I think back to my youth, at my path and I wonder “if only”. I had a purpose, if had you in my life, would have it turned out differently. I guess I will never know, but I do know that I need you now and I ask for your forgiveness, that you have me as a friend again. But most importantly, help me find the right people to bring into my life so that I can have that purpose one more time, I don’t think I can make this journey alone. Thank you for listening. A lost soul