I don’t believe anymore

Fountain Hills AZ

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I don’t believe it was real anymore. Any of it. It was all imagined. I made it all up because who I thought you were to me, was the only thing I had to hold onto. The connection I created was saving me from drowning, all I had was you to keep me afloat, to keep me swimming. This is what I keep telling myself. This is what I have to believe because I can’t live in a reality where you chose anybody but me. I couldn’t be with myself, knowing I did nothing to fight for whatever I dreamed this was. You’ll never read this because, your not real.