Tomorrow

North Highlands CA

Description

I woke up next to you Sunday May 23rd. You were still asleep.. You were so beautiful, on your side, curled up against my arm. I looked at my phone- Sunday, may 23rd-8:42 am. I needed to go to the bathroom, but I couldn't move and I didn't want to wake you so I just stared at you, enjoying the way you looked and smelled. I thought "as soon as she wakes up I'm going to make her an amazing breakfast". Your beauty captivated for me a while longer, and I felt content, and warm. After running my hand through my salt and pepper hair, always amused at its grayness at 35...I wrapped my other arm around your waist and moved in a little closer. You sfirred, but did not wake... and I closed my green eyes. When I woke again you were gone. I looked at my phone -Saturday May 22nd. WHAT?! A dream? Premonition? It felt so real. Even now I feel like I can still smell you on my bed. Where did you go? Where did I go? What happened? If you dream a dream of what may come, does it fade with the rising sun? Do you chase it on your morning run? When something life changing happens in your mind, do you turn away and pretend you're blind? If I reach out today could you be mine? I could fall madly in love with such a woman.