Forget until I remember

Bellingham WA

Description

I see myself clearly in the silence of your absence - I feel stronger and cleaner and brighter then when muted by your sound of being. Whole. A whole note unbroken by beats.. tonal clarity and unity of self found far from your resonance. Every moment separate strengthens my will - no dampening resonance to muffle my song of self. I accept my folly in this silence and am wiser with truth… my denser, visceral, mortal, wanting self expands in it's loss of expectation of harmony with you. I am too willing to forget, too easily distracted and disuaded from the memory of your casual dismissal of all I had given. Until I remember in brief frozen stills, a flip book of fears found, fought and fled. Sad snapshots of a self I embody while sojourning the dark side of your heart. I want to forget, that is.... until I remember.