Apology to Angela

San Jose CA

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Dear Angela, I messed up sumday afternoon. I had a big anxiety attack, I panicked, I miss interpreted, I reacted with what I thought were good intended safety measures, I didn't talk to you before taking them, I hurt you and I interrupted your day. I'm very very very sorry for all of that. I'm in knots head to toe over it. My intentions and actions were miss understood but they came from a place of good & innocence. Could we please have a meeting Monday, Tuesday or ?? to talk, not type? I'll meet with you on your timeline, with what ever rules you want. I'm trying to learn to do better and I would like help to do so. So I don't push you away any further. I just realized this is a trauma for you to deal with also, I'm sorry I wasn't respectful of your space for doing that. I don't want to be hated. Please may I have your forgiveness and one last chance? I'll do anything for this, anything to save my friendship with you. I'll wait for a response from you when you are ready. And to amend for my actions and give you space, I promise to not message you anymore till after we have talked or you open a dialog with me. I pray to the universe you'll forgive me and I haven't lost my very dear friend completely which was what I was trying to avoid with my actions earlier. I'm truly sorry. And I do not want to loose you as a friend. Always-BL is