You've Convinced me.

Spokane WA

Description

I am completely convinced now that either you just don't know how or what it is to love. Or that you never loved me at all. And all the times you said you loved me was not because you actually did but because you were playing a torturous game with my deep loving heart.. Reason being because you believe it will bring you success or solve the issues from your past or make up for the pain youve gone through, I dont exactly know what I do know is how it crushes me to feel like that. And I pray that it is not the truth.. That my mind is all screwed up and I am just delusional about its causing me to be weighted me down so much that my body is breaking down now from The lack of care And the abundance of heartache. I don't put any name down because you know exactly who I'm talking about and you are the only one who i clearly hope to reach. But your pride, ego, and reputation are so great and above anything else you won't fix a thing or message me about it. Or even if you did it's be full of mean heartless degrading hurtful things with one thing in mind.. To crush me as much as is humanly possible.