Nick, my forever missed connection

Federal Way WA

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Nick L, Friday morning was my last time seeing you. You're moving and I truly support it but my heart does hurt because I'm going to miss you so so much. I didn't expect the hug that morning when we did our last goodbye. (Well, I hoped for it but I never have that kind of luck but you did come by and said goodbye like you said you would.) ❤ Tonight is my first night back to work since and people have already noticed something is wrong with me. I'm not my usual happy self. The fact that I'm taking this so hard surprised me but yet didn't. I know how I feel about you and I'm glad I told you when I did. Just know I wish you the best in this new adventure. I love you with all my heart and soul and haven't stopped after these past few years. I don't know when or if we will see or talk to each other again. Distance does that. If we do, it will be a blessing. Thank you for opening my heart again. I didn't think I would love again. I don't think you'll see this so I'm just getting this out for me as I cry while writing it. If you do see this, you know how to get my number. It hasn't changed. Or just call work. Text me if you want to talk. I love you...forever S.O.