Why am I such a joke to you and your buddies

Pleasant Hill CA

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I honestly don't get it could you please tell me is it the way I look how I dress the style and color of my hair the car I drive the type of work I do or what is it I'd really like to know what it is about me that you guys find so amusing that I am just your little inside joke to you all what because I choose to be alone because it doesn't seem like there are no honest and loyal men anymore or what is it about me that you guys find so hilarious please id like to know I mean just go find someone else to laugh at because your starting to make me feel bad about myself and like as if maybe I shouldn't come out here to work anymore and would that make you feel good and like a big man knowing you ran off a girl who is just trying to make an honest dollar to pay the bills