If you only knew

Cheney WA

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Through everything we’ve been through I still believe you to be the man I know you are. I wish you would just talk to me about how you really feel. We’re both great at pretending we don’t feel anything. But in reality... I think about you everyday and I wish we could mend our connection. I know you’ve been through so much and I just wanna hold you and tell you I’m here for you. I just want to love and protect you and above all UNDERSTAND YOU. I pretend I don’t care that I don’t see you anymore, that it doesn’t bother me. But everyday without you bothers me. I understand why you did everything; you thought you were doing the right thing. It was never my place to judge you, just to love you and I tried so hard. I hope one day you see that. Since I don’t have the option to tell you to your face here I am pouring my feelings into the universe so I don’t have to keep it buried in my heart. Wherever you are, I hope you’re okay. I pray you’re happier. I have faith in the best of you. You should too.