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Missoula MT

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Imagine continuing to allow a narcissist lunch box to continue to smear campaign your name. Never have your back. Have finances but use all yours. Maliciously lie about what goes on between box and she. And continuing to love that person. As they are. But having to realize that they will never love you. It's soul crushing. To be homeless and have a homeless person robbing you of communications and connections with any other homeless people by pushing the narcissistic lie. Imagine loving someone who can rip someone off for $300 and then have $1,400 in their Bank. And then they tell that person they'll pay them back over time. Imagine having the capacity to love someone enough to work through their hard times and be there in their Good times. I imagined. And I go through a hard moment, and I'm alone to have to deal with it by myself. Because that person was never there for you in the first place. And your hope keeps lying to your own brain and you have faith in this person and they treat you like you mean nothing. It's not okay. I am not okay. This is going to be a hard one to work through on my own. A drop kick to my stomach. Will I ever learn to stop seeing the good in someone who by actions shows that there is no good in them and the only thing they're good at is acting like they care.??