Lost you again...

Crossville TN

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Over and over you have walked away from me. I wish I could hate you but I have this pure love for you and the ultimate desire to see you happy. i would do anything in my power to help you and have and always will. I truly see the positive and negative in you and accept both...There is a lot I do not know or in but actions speak louder than words. I accept my responsibility of things i have done, words I have said, slights you have felt, and any and all emotions or pain I have caused you and I truly apologize publicly for any hurt or wrong. I forgive you and do not blame you anymore for anything and I also forgive myself. We both did the best we could in this situation and I release you from any obligation you think you have. Today I let you go. Truly. I have nothing but the most highest form of both love and respect in my heart for you and always will. I can not be friends or have you around because I will never stop loving you but I will not lose myself again. I’ll miss you every second of every day for the rest of my life...I have to cut the cord all the way this time because in the end I’m the only one who has my back. I wish you happiness for the rest of your days...so shall it be...