Does it Exist??

Indianapolis IN

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Dear Love, Have you ever wanted something so much, but knew it might not be meant for you? That's how I feel about you. Maybe it's because I don't deserve you because of the things I've done or said. I want a real connection. A soulful one. I'm beginning to think a man isn't capable of that kind of connection without the physical stuff, but that little ember of hope still burns at my core no matter how hard I try to snuff it out. Most men tell me I'm not worth dating or getting to know, and maybe that’s true. Time will tell. And I realize Craigslist is not really the place to find it, but needed to put myself out there somewhere, and this seemed to be the safest place because I can just delete it later, right? Is there anyone out there looking for a soulful connection, too? I'm real, honest, and have been through so much in my life and come out stronger on the other side. Love, I come to you today, on my 44th birthday, to ask if you still exist or if you are dying out like everything else that is good in this world? Yours, E. M.