Never Understand

Clear Lake IA

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I know my feelings are of no importance to you, I was left behind without a thought. I have looked inside for a way to understand why. I am moving on but it is not easy as I still feel tenderness for the good times. For 15 years I really loved you. Being with you throughout the years was challenging but I always thought the good outweighed the bad but not anymore. You left me when I had cancer. Who does that? But I tried to forget about that. I honestly did. But you left me again shortly after my mother died. Went camping alone all summer to our favorite spot. Again, who does that to another human being? Your best friend, someone who loved you and only wanted the best for you. Lies, betrayal and selfishness is your creed. You cannot hide that behind the American Flag or when you look into the mirror. You will see yourself. If others knew, they would be shocked at who you really are. Never said I was perfect. I have come so far and I will be happy. Can you say the same? I doubt it.