The Perfect Person

Minneapolis MN

Description

There are several things I can look back on my life and wish I shoulda, coulda but everyone knows they can't. Would you have done things differently knowing the outcome, I know I definitely would on several occasions. We can't! I'm not perfect and will never claim to be. Most of what was said was in the form of questions because I wanted to know more. I've always believed that the right person and the right love could change a person's world overnight. I don't think anything was handled correctly at that time. I wouldn't consider posting on Craigslist, texting or the proper place to have handled this situation. We should have sat down in person and talked it all out without any interference, one on one. You never expressed your feelings for me other than friends and I did make advancements before anything happened and was turned down, at least twice and you didn't seem open to anything but friends. You said you was in a dark place, not a good thing to hear. So I did ask questions. A "What if" you said yes just once? Do you think everything would have taken a different route? Where we might be today? I wanted to get to know you and was tired of being told about you and was willingto driveup to do so, even if it were for only ten minutes of your time. I was left in the dark with everything, not knowing. Not knowing, what can anyone fix if they don't know what it is to fix. It all escalated so quickly all I could do was watch the decline. I don't know what to do. I'm willing to get on my hands and knees and beg for forgiveness, in public and tell you in person while you look in my eyes and know the sincerity of it if is what it will take! And if I never get the chance, I am TRULY SORRY for everything I did or say that hurt you! I wish I could turn back time knowing what know now. I was wrong to even have mentioned anything like that serious or not, when I was inquiring about you. But again, if you heard the rest, you would know I wasn't serious. Do you think I'd even mention that if impressions weren't given to me? Because I never got those impressions from you. I'd still would love to sit down, one on one and talk it all out and hopefully start over. If not, I hope you're able to find it your heart one day to forgive me.