It hurt

Austin TX

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There hasn’t been a day that gone by when I haven’t thought of you. No part of me wants to get back together with you but I still love you and miss you. It’s so hard balancing feelings of anger and pain with love and longing. You hurt me more than anyone ever has. And you did it on purpose. I have scars so deep that it will probably take years to heal because of you. I know you didn’t want to hurt me but you did. You were dishonest in a way, I’m glad you were because it was the natural way of showing me that you were not the woman for me. I have forgiven you but it will take me long time to heal from the damage you did. At first I hated myself for staying with you as long as I did but I don’t regret it anymore. I’m grateful for our time together and for our memories but hard days like today make me wish we still talked Yes I’ve tried to date, go out and enjoy myself but nothing feels the same I hope you recognize the work you have to do and do it. Otherwise you’re just letting yourself down. You don’t need to worry about letting me down anymore just focus on yourself, I wish I knew if I’m happy. Sad. Broken or what but I’m still working though my feelings, it’s hard loving someone who hurt you as deeply as you did I miss you and love you, you weren’t right for me but I still miss you.