Your Homegrown

Colorado Springs CO

Description

There's a jar on the counter Filled with deep purple leaves And the smells of fuel and berries And what you mean to me And I could bring myself to open it If I only knew That when the last of it is gone Your ghost would be, too I could open that jar And breathe the memories of before If I only didn't believe that It would make me miss you more I would open that jar I could crack that seal If I thought for even a second it Would lessen the hurt I feel I think that I could open it If I thought I knew That I'm better off without you (And that you're hurting too) I could pull the stopper out If I really thought it true That the sacrifice inside Would buy more time with you I could open my Pandora's Jar And I would not despair If I were certain it could buy One more day to breathe your air See, there's a jar up on the counter Full of deep purple leaves And if I open it, well then, I'll have to let go of my dreams . .