"How do I get over somebody I never had?"

metric near braker, Austin TX

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He asks: "How do I get over somebody I never had?" And says: I did not love you but I almost did. At one time, I might have loved you – at least, I felt I might have. If you were never loved by me, then nevertheless you were loveable to me. Last night I dreamt that your head lay on my stomach and traced the rise and fall of my breath. It felt complete natural – even though I knew once, we had left each other. Even though I knew we had wounded each other. In the dream state, forgiveness comes easily. I never loved you but I almost did. There are days when the breadth of ambiguity feels much worse. There are days I wish I would have loved you so I would know how to stop. Sue Zhao