Why did Laura cut me out of her life?

Dallas TX

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I have known Laura for a few years. I have seen her good days and her bad days like anyone ese I guess. She recently broke up with a longtime boyfriend, and having gone through a divorce, I offered her a friend to listen to how she was feeling, and maybe even be able to offer her some advice. I genuinely care for Laura. I love her. I do. But she methodically cut me out of her life, methodically and sadistically. At the same time, she brought in the opportunistic vultures, who know she is vulnerable and they want to prey on her for their own selfish, sexual gratification. And she embraced them, while shunning me. I don't know what she is doing with them, but I have heard first hand rumors that are absolutely horrifying. She is forfeiting her last ounce of dignity and self respect to, I guess boost, her self-esteem (which is almost non-existent). She has problems. She may be bi-polar. I don't know. But sometimes she is this incredibly warm person that I want to stand as close to as possible. Other times, she she can be as cold as ice. And she can turn on a dime in either direction. She has no support network here in Texas and I worry about her every night. She has such a wonderful capacity for giving and is capable of great love. I don't mean in bed. I mean, the way she cares for her man. She could be a wonderful mother someday. I miss Laura every single day. I desperately want her back as a friend, but she won't communicate with me. The pain at times is unbearable. On the incredibly off chance you read this Laura, know that I love you. No truer words have ever been spoken. I'm still out here if you need a friend. I will always be here baby girl. I have no idea what got us to this point, but I would give everything I have to be back in your life. I miss you so much. James