The beautiful lady in the red Audi, my one and only-B

Beaverton OR

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B - We met by chance, I never for a second thought we would ever talk, next thing I knew, you had baked us some cookies and we were inseparable. As time when on we grew closer and closer, we both made mistakes along the way, I told a few bad lies, hurtful things were said, but we endured. After awhile we eventually hooked up, we stayed in my car, hotels,Ect. We couldn’t keep our hands off of each other, and we were just completely obsessed with each other, until I fucked that up yet again. I’ve been trying ever since to rebuild that strong bond we had, we were best friends. You had some trouble with your current partner, hurting you, and you came to Salem to get away, spend time together, and I was supposed to be there for you, that time spent was mostly good, except I was still so In love that instead of being there, I came on, too strong. And then it happened, you said it was okay, but it wasn’t, it was way too soon. And I’m deeply sorry. Maybe you think I didn’t care, or that I only wanted one thing. Maybe you feel like I was never who you thought I was? Maybe your just going thru a confusing time, and don’t know what direction to go in, let alone how to talk with me. I mean your obviously confused, being you went back to your abuser. I just want you to know that I still love you and think about you every day. You know that, but maybe you don’t care, or just don’t want to hear it. I’ve never wanted anything but the best for you and your son. Not have I ever in my life intended you any harm, disrespect, or regret. Your the one I love most, and deep down I really hope that someday we can work thru all of this together, and continue the beautiful friendship we had, make new memories, and if it’s in the cards, maybe some day we will truly fall in love? But if that last one isn’t ment to be, it’s not ment too be. Right now what’s important is that we don’t both lose our best friends, and that you get what you need and rid of what you don’t. I miss you, an awful lot. Hopefully you see this, it would mean the world to me. Love you bunny - J