JJ from Lima

Lima OH

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I think of you often, I wonder what is going on in your life. I guess you never really loved me, I was just used until I was no longer needed. We made promises to each other, I kept mine, you didn't. Yes, I made mistakes out of hurt but you made them purposely. I only wanted to be a small part of your life, you said you wanted and needed that also even when you were away at school you wanted to keep in touch. Lies, nothing but lies. Then you attack my family and harm me in ways you will never know. You were young and stupid, I was old and trusting, gullible. Karma will act upon you someday, wish I was there to see it. I loved you then and always will but can't forgive someone without their asking for forgiveness. Ultimately you will be in h_ll and I won't be. I changed, you never will. At least I'm not a selfish narcissist. You never cared about what I did to make things easier for you even though I risked everything good in my life for you. I wish I could erase you from my mind but that is impossible. You said you would make me proud, that can never happen, most likely mommy never will be either.