Wish you knew

Hibbing MN

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I wish you knew how much i missed you. How much our marriage really meant to me. Wish you seen how much i begged for you to show me you loved me. To show me i mattered. You said i was all you wanted i was your everything but if that were true you would have done anything to fix things you would have fought tooth and nail for me our marriage our family. Yet you had every excuse as to why you wont or didnt. Swore i was the love of your life yet you were to busy messaging other women to see how much it was killing me to see how much i was tearing myself apart wishing i was what you wanted. Asking myself why wasnt i enough why wasnt i good enough? I guess ill never understand or get closure or answers. Wish i could find a way to stop tearing myself apart wishing i knew why i wasnt enough. Why you wanted all these other females when you had a smoking hot wife at home would have went to the ends of the earth for you. All she ever wanted was you and only you... Your time and attention... Your honesty and loyalty. Im sorry i wasnt what you wanted. If you end up seeing this please realize the damage youve done to me and please divorce me there is no need to be married to me when im clearly not what you want. Just know that i wish i was and that i will always love you... P.s. if this finds you and you have something to say... Put our anniversary in the subject line so i know its really you